Waiting...

God will answer me. I really believe it. I know I am putting myself at risk of looking like a fool but I just can't deny the encouragement (and the dreams and prophetic words and pictures) of so many dear friends and family over the years who when they pray for me about a child just feel strongly like it is going to happen in time. And for me, anytime I am tempted to give up hope there is something strong in my spirit that says, No! Do not give up. Keep asking, hoping, praying, seeking, knocking, waiting.

So I will wait. With open hands and a faithful heart.

My God can do anything and I trust him. He is good and kind.

Andrey and I were prayed for recently and I just feel like something is happening.

I heard a word just yesterday that said, The promises I have given you, I will fulfill. And it won't be long now. Soon. I took that word as my own.

I feel like a complete idiot but I'll put it out there anyway.

I know my God will answer me. I wait with open hands for my babies. He already knows them. It's only a matter of time.